MY LIL AYDAN IS ONE

Ibu doakan kehidupan yang terbaik untukmu. Jadilah anak yang soleh,penyabar, berilmu dan beramal.

"Ya Tuhanku, jadikanlah aku dan anak cucuku orang-orang yangmengerjakan solat.
Ya Tuhan kami,perkenankanlah doa kami.
Ya Tuhanku,ampunkanlah aku dan kedua ibubapaku dan sekalian orang-orang mukmin pada hari hisab nanti."

I still remembered every vivid detail for 5^th and 6^th Dec 2007.
Nervous, uptight, terrified…all in my medulla oblongata.
5^th Dec 2007, I still not in my 40^th weeks. Still should be 3 times more checkups with dr raja junainah @columbia asia puchong.
Surprisingly, after the terror of “diameter game”, she announced

“BESOK BERANAK YE ELIZA, BABY YOU DAH KEBAWAH SANGAT,
PELVIS ALREADY SOFTEN, YOU ALREADY AT 2CM..WE INDUCE TOMORROW OK?”

Short and sharp, same as it goes into my lung, heart, and lastly brain! Doctor ni saspen je.

Few minutes after, called hubbydarling, shaken by the news, and demand him come home to KL el pronto as fast as he can.
Lucky me, he arrived late evening together with importanto people: my parent in law from Ipoh (MIL looked so worry that day – little that I know, she ought to be!!!)

6^th Dec 2007, early morning @8am hubby and PIL escorted me to the hospital.
Funny how my own parent can be so cool and “TAKPE, KAK LEHA AND ABANG YAHYA PI DULU DENGAN ELLY,KAMI DATANG SEKEJAP LAGI”..knowing them, bukan dorang tak risau, but they have no idea what will happen – little that they know, they should!!!

After checking in, getting comfy in a single luxury room with plasma TV, chatting cheerfully with hubby and PIL, enjoying mihun ma’s cooking slow digesting,Dr raja with her little hand and giant glove came, poked and

“ OKEH!DAH 3CM, NURSE SIAPKAN PN ELIZA TO LABOR ROOM, WE START INDUCE @11AM.

In labor room (yang amat sejuk), hubby sat far away since nurse kept coming in and out repeatedly, installing CTG and making me cozy. (Huh!!as if).
Not even 30 minutes, there was few major contraction with no pushing effect (kan laboring is hardwork of pushing what,I tak sempat merasa huhu.. )
With no basic in medic, I can scent something was wrong when baby’s heartbeat is slowing down, dropped and dropped..no more big noisy sound like you’re super full and put microphone inside my belly! Gegrrrrrrrrrrrrrr……gegggrrrrrrrrr….

NURSE: PANGGIL DR RAJA, CEPAT2 CEPAT! HEARTBEAT BABY DROP! CEPAT!

I’m in middling pain, and partial deaf, many tks to nurses for do-not-let-she-know tone of voice.
Best part, DR RAJA RAN FROM HER ROOM TO MY LABOR ROOM. (nasib ada lift)
Baby’s heartbeat dropped to low 60, instead of normal 180.
Dr Raja said baby seemed to choke for every each contraction and she asked hubby (he never existed in my reality that time, no where to be found in my recall.See how baby make me forget you, sorrryyyyyyy darling)

SHE HAS TO GO FOR C-SECT, baby is …………!

(selebihnya aku dah jadi pekak sebab risau, or maybe I don’t want to hear)
Alarmed, disturbed, puzzled, terrified, sign papers, say sorry, cry cry a lot, im to OT.
Outside my parent, sis, PIL, and hubby, ALL LOOKED SERIOUSLY WORRIED!

Itu Left(B) Yahaya pun looked terrified!
Emergency c-sect maaaa……

Throughout surgery, wirid and takbir followed me non stop.
Since half numb, I can felt dr raja pushing my huge belly to position out the baby.
The moment he lifted from my womb, I can feel and heard
cough..cough..ehek ehek …Uwaaaaaaaa uwaaaaaaaaaaa…..

OT in 1230pm, baby aydan born at 1243pm. ALHAMDULLILAH.TQ ALLAH
There you go boy, I kissed him and confirmed he is a boy.
With loud crying voice and open mouth, you were taken for cleaning up and to be azan by ayah few moments later. I cried and we cried, we live happily ever after.

No..no…that was not the story, after you were taken out, you left ibu with those doctors nurses to continue my stitches of your way out. Ibu started mild shivering and by the time doctors done, it was MOST AWFUL shivering case EVER due to ibu’s body effect to local anesthetic.(half body waist down)
Even under ‘warmer’, they covered me with 5 blankets and ibu still shaken like walking naked in Antartic below -0 degrees!

Next thing I know, I’m on my way to my room, with company of TV plasma which I do not have time to watch. shhiisshhhh!!the first person I saw is hubbydarling, which from distant I can see tears dripping (in macho manner hihi!) and went inside, alone , and all he could say :

TQ SAYANG, WHAT YOU DID JUST NOW IS EVERYTHING. I AM SO HAPPY. Tq for giving me aydan, he cried as loud as he can when we met.I'm sorry since you have to bear the pain.

Kisses muahhh muahhsss all over my face (where else?)
Hubbydarling has recited azan loudly (nak tengok sapa kuat sore nih), aydan diamm senyap.
I still shivered, but tq Allah for giving me the easiest labor for me.(I know it has been written..)

Aydan is on the way to our room for his first breastfeed
Aydan in, ibu’s out (of the way) since all attention focused to you.
Snap snap pictures and videos, all starts well, ends well!

Three person with red eye, my hubby, my mum and my MIL…
Yehhh, I know….i know the feeling. We have waited for so long..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AYDAN!
we love you to the very bit muuuuahhhhhhssssssssss.

p/s: b,seriously,pain is nothing..compared him as my gift from you to me..thank you sayang.